Replacement

Many people will tell you that you can just have another baby because they simply do not know what to say. It's easy for them to say for they do not know your loss. You carried this baby in your tummy, and your souls and cells were interweaved from the point of creation. You were one being that became two and forevermore changed.

Our hearts would beat together, when you moved, I moved. When you danced, I danced. When I sang, you jumped for joy. We loved each other from the beginning of our time together. This time is our story of love and life. It's a beautiful story, ours we shared. Nothing will ever take that away or REPLACE you. Because YOU are you, and you are special to me. My love in heaven, I will think of you always and wish I could hold you tight. Sometimes I squeeze your bear, hoping the hug reaches you. For now, let my tears pick you up because love transcends time and space. Truly, you are grace, Rose Mary Love.

To the babies, that we loved and the babies we didn't get to hold for very long. We love you so much, and we are sorry that we don't get to see you grow up. We are grateful that God took a piece of heart to heaven because it makes us closer to the divine. ♾

Eternity awaits us, yet we are left here counting time, days, hours, and minutes. Should we not get swept away in the moments of this life. What shall we do? "Repent your sins and come to me all who are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest."

Jesus is waiting at your bedside, in your closet, and your doorstep. Will you let him in? Will you let him heal you? Will you let him forgive you? Will you let him love you?